i m so sorry.....

where are u ......girl........

juz posted lines for kentie
juz typed some lines for pb
veron..n sid , i hope u guys read this too..

dun be too stress guys, i know this time is tough,we dun hav choice too
boot up urself, get active urself in these days,this afew days will make a change in our life
lets get it done man.................n women.........
good luck........

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i want my utopia.....

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family
love
friends
works
abit of fun
thats all??
wad a boring life.........

my legs are feel good man....

(Journal to my home)

it was last night
it was me
after having dinner with two of my best friends, it was late. almost no bus anymore
i took the last bus. which is 23..the bus that will go on express way..
this bus will bring me to the another bus stop that which is 3 bus stop away from my area
ok.. so i reach to that bus stop,
Time: 0020
night is still young today is my first day of after my short film production..
y not i walk to my house..???n its only 3 bus stops
n i can brainstorming about my post-production
o.k. say yes. I’ll walk
so I follow my bus lane..n the pavement..
Walk walk walk
The pavement getting smaller n no more..
Oh I reach to the express way
Look left right back
Cars are driving about 100 km/h
Ok..i need to cross the other side…I can see my one of my bus stop.
.its quit far..nvm..check car…ok..clear…crossed
NOW middle of two express way..
Walk walk
I reach to the point where 3 express way meet..shit..m I wrong?? Cannot be…
rethink..its correct….arrrr this this this…..shit
(both side..car are cross in high speed)
ok..kool..now I m in dangerous situation and for all the driver too…
they look at me…
how come this guys holding white stick n standing middle of the express way
(I was holding some poster)
ok..i better go back ..
now best..juz now I walk..i wasn’t looking at the cars..coz they are behind me
(ofcouse I still aware of cars)
now I m faceing them…hmm they are fast ..not quit fast..damn fast… damn damn damn
when the big vehicles cross near me..i can feel the wave of air..
ok..i reach to the bus stop again..waving cab..no damn cab is stopping for me…
then in the miidle of nowhere..1 bus appear..989..ask uncle..he drop at the another bus stop which is juz now I trying to get…ok I wait..wave wait wave.for the cab
.they are not stopping for me man…
ok..i saw one overhead bridge which is I can cross the express way safely …n lead me to the neighborhood area, ok..i shall walk there n get cab…
I go there..no cab..juz walk walk walk…saw map at the carpark area..check map…
ok..i m not that far anymore..now I really really decided to walk ..saw some maylay boy fixing the bike..ask them
“walk strait.. u will see Bb, then cross n juz walk under blk..will reach to the blk 84, n they n ask me y? I explain..they laught..then I leave (thx man)”
saw I lot of cab..
they drive near me slowly n giv me the look…want cab??
Noway..i hate them (I will sure get one bike after I graduated(promised to myself)
I walk..walk..look there n there…saw HDB HUB ..yes..i know I can reach to my place in not very long moment..sms to my friends…they are like showered n resting home about 1 hour ard…
Walk walk walkwalkwalkwalkwalkwalkwalk
Time:0155
Check my beautiful blk…aha..i m home..

i m ego
you are ego
they are ego
people are ego
everybody is ego